WHITE COLGATE

when sunshine is here.

2010-03-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

All guys are bullshit. They tend to promise you something but they will deny it or threaten you not to remind them what they promised.

HAHAHA.

Bullshits I get every time. Even for someone I treated as brother.

Of course I treat all our days which you are being nice to me as what a good memory. Things wouldn't change if you be fair for once like the rest. You are never fair. The first shit you did behind my back is that you already bring him to club and say, don't worry I'll cover up from Grace.

Like wise, guys are always guys. They're thousands of bullshits sticking together becoming one. So when a group of guys sit together, the place is full of bullshits. They can get together and lie to all their girlfriend at once; and also some girlfriend is stupid enough to believe.

But not experienced one like me.

I am actually very upset about what's happening but I'm okay now.

I think my emotional is getting really unstable these days.

Toothless belongs to me !

Never expect myself to actually still love watching cartoon. Okayy, except for Powerpuff Girls, Dexter Laboratory and Mickey Mouse.

TOTALLY NOT A BIG FAN OF SPONGE BOB DUH.

This movie is like the best... and so touching. Wuuuuu T_____________T

The dragon lost the left side of the wing and the master lost the left leg and they live happily ever after.

THERE'S A FREAKING MOSQUITO IN MY ROOM. FML.

2010-03-28T09:57:00.002+08:00

Weather or not my dad approve me going Tioman, I am still going.

No point staying here rot like hell for 3 months.

Hello

2010-03-26T18:52:00.001+08:00

Hiiiii !

I feel very grateful to find matches at home today because I was in need of a lighter but couldn't find one. Hahhaha, I blame Joe for stealing it from me at college !

So I was thinking about the girl who sell matches. No, I don't get bed time stories from my parents because back when I was a small girl... they were too busy. Wuuu I was a sad child wtf

I think I heard the story from my day care aunt or read it from a book.

After so long... I only know that the girl actually died and it's not because she saw all this stupid illusion about food and whatsoever. Sigh, what a sad story and I was con by whoever who told me the story when I am young ! Or the book I read... pfft.

Matches... very important in life.

Matches can light up your darkness wtf

Matches can cause fire...

Matches can burn down buildings...

Matches is our God *amen amitabha*

I know this thing !

Stupid China people con me say can light 1million times then when I bring back Malaysia, cannot light already ! Zzzzzzz.

BAD NEWS.

Remember my tongue piercing?

When my dad saw this pictures, he asked.. ehh what is that thing inside your mouth!

And I replied... aiyaa it's just something to pose with the pictures when you camwhoring lah! Now very common ma, everyone doing it.

HAHAHHA.

It took me quite some times to hide from my parents.

But now it's gone.. forever.

Noone can ever say to me "Grace can you please stop playing the stud! zzzzz"

What's the happiest thing that happen in my life today?

I was accepted for training in Tioman.

Have to be selfish and leave for once. I still can bbm (blackberry messenger) with you guys ! or webcam every night before I sleep.

Because...

I am getting blackberry tomorrow ! At least I hope so. :D

And maybe when I am back, I am slimmer already because everyday run around the beach with Eda wtf.

EDITED:

BUT I AM NOT GOING BECAUSE MY DAD THINKS THAT TIOMAN IS BORING. FML TO THE MAX I AM SO DEPRESS NOW I WANNA DIE WTF

Joking.

The dumb post

2010-03-26T11:51:00.002+08:00

I sympathize those who has a brain but don't use it often. They follow their fucking feeling to judge something because they never bother using their brain. I searched dictionary.com to make sure the word dumb is categorized for people like him.

lacking intelligence or good judgment; stupid; dull-witted.

Well, I guess it's true that he is dumb then.

Also, he is fucking unfair.

not fair; not conforming to approved standards, as of justice, honesty, or ethics: an unfair law; an unfair wage policy.

Zzzz, such people doesn't deserve all this good happenings.

2010-03-25T12:43:00.001+08:00

What a productive day I had yesterday reading joke smses.

Anyway I was suppose to attend French class but it was canceled. Nothing to elaborate and I am so sleepy now.

I just came back from college and is going to bed now since I can't find any lighter and I can't smoke. Anywayyyyyy, life is so far so good.

Good nights.

Bullshits

2010-03-23T23:58:00.006+08:00

I fucking hate fucking liars like you.

Zhafer stopped schooling because of the very good service provided by Taylor's University College.

Hahaha of course I am proud to be a Taylorian but ever since they have tons of problems like the facilities, parking especially and the food price (more to come).. I find Taylor's very cheap.

They have this big thing where by end of the year to get 200,000 students which is bullshit.

Get 200,000 parking bays first okayy? :D

And for my class two pathetic bitch, your mouth couldn't stop spilling out fake facts right?

What Joe and I recruiting people into our "group" and all this bullshit? Furthermore, stop becoming some batu api. No one can believe such innocent looking girls like you all can be such pathetic. Sigh. Of course being a slut is great for you guys but not in college. Sad to say.

0178873164

- she needs more satisfaction.

And if you even have a fucking life, go study or something. Stop calling or text like a fucking desperate although deep down I know you are.

Mask Painting

2010-03-21T11:07:00.009+08:00

Hi bitches !

I had class yesterday.. yes on a freaking Saturday and it was so tiring I almost cry.

But my class was all about painting ! Yes, this is my assignment for Malaysian Studies - painting.

When was the freaking last time I do painting? Standard 2 :p

Have to do registration before enter the room..

like attending mask wedding dinner wtf

My mask !

Not that bad right. HAHHAHAH.

The mess I cause because I was freaking bored and no one wants to entertain me ! I did something too but I can't tell ! HHAHAHA in case Mr Adrian reads and then I will die without peace especially after he stalk my facebook and knows that we have 4 hours break on Friday.

This is Josh. He is my son for the day but he spend his time avoiding me. :D

This is the group work.

Mine is individual so obviously cannot win them...

This is the dude, Yusof Gajah, who is reviewing our arts.

He is cool. Google him to review his arts... it's all about elephant (gajah). I guess that's how he got his name ;p

I was wondering if there's Yusof Giraffe?

I love giraffe, right !

After the reviewing arts thing, we had cat walk but thanks to the time...

All the students were excused.

Poor Mr Adrian and two kids had to do a cat walk.

The woman.. I think she's Yusof Gajah's maid. (read below)

The maid, Josh, Jean and Mr Adrian proudly doing their cat walk..

Sir look so confident in some way.

Before Mr Adrian realize the time, the top 3 committees had to do cat walk also. And lots of thing almost happen - death case. But it's okayy, everyone is safe now :D

The DT32 students...

Of course our class has the less student - 8, 2 more went missing (another post), that's why it's very easy for us to get spotted wtf.

Why our campus so pretty, right? :p

Group photo. I don't know how Mr Adrian going to give marks from this photo..

GOOD LUCK :D

Mine the nicest lor.. no need say already :D

Sir said thanks Yusof Gajah and family to help out this event so I guess the woman is the wife and the one on the most left is the maid right? Since during the event she was taking care of the kids, too.

And the one on the most right is sir.

Didn't have much camwhore picture compare to Joe (1st time wtf) because I was emo so anywayyyyy,

I had fun at least. ;p

Random

2010-03-13T12:06:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I really hate my own college because of their gay service and they think they fucking big because Lakeside Campus ma ! Damn yeng what got not enough parking and food like shit.

The guards there like my mother only keep on nagging and chasing non stop.

1 fucking chewing gum only want to ddly with us.

And the portals. Every fucking day lag like fucking shit. How to download the fucking notes? I am glad to say I haven't download lots of notes. Fuck my life please.

My favorite song for today !

Edwin say it's sang by Click Five or some dude. But it's actually Uncle Kracker. Who is Uncle Kracker? Hahahhaa, I don't really give a shit about singers or bands except Celine Dion.

I am so hungry and my dad just woke the whole family up because of 5 freaking missing angpaos !

p/s : top 25 2009 remix damn cool worrrr. ;p

Penang 2 days 1 night

2010-03-09T12:23:00.005+08:00

For those who did not go Penang... Thanks for not supporting us !
HAHAHHAHA -________-

In the bus on the way to Penang with my... I love Malaysia T shirt and my queen name tag ! Hhahahahaa. Very excited wtf

The beach activities which I lost.

On the way to dinner - seafood with fake shark fin and abalone.

During dinner.

After dinner at Changkat bar.

Outside temple with Karling.

Amitabha ! :)

Then I fall asleep in bus wtf.

A summary of what we did in Penang ! A total of 800 pictures... will upload in Facebook soon ;p

Deep down!

2010-03-05T17:27:00.003+08:00

Penang tour is like tomorrow... with the classmates.
duh we organize this together.

I hope it will go on well. We bought the same T-shirt for tomorrow so that Miss Madelyn will at least consider before failing all of us :(

A lot of misunderstanding, up and downs, fights, arguments and most of all disappointing has occur and it's so stupid. Let's just be as a team together tomorrow and make this trip successful; make Miss Madelyn think that we changed apart from our attendance. Let her love us more than she love other classes ;p

This was at library while we were... studying for French which is damn easy lah French ! Maybe cause Mr Joshua explain to us every single meaning of it hahah and check my paper before I hand out.

Which lecturer so good one !

That's why I love his class so much. Can kutuk him, disturb him, and ask stupid questions :p

I forgot to ask him what is deep down in French !

Oh well, tomorrow is so exciting ! I am giving speech in bus wtf about shopping in Penang. Wuuuu, sure damn nervous one and need to communicate with everyone in bus... so tension. Must chew gum before giving speech !

Okay, I really need to start packing now... can't wait to wear I love Malaysia T-shirt wtf

Merdeka x7

Deep down everyone! *hit chest wtf

Thanks for the memories

2010-03-03T22:16:00.007+08:00

A really random break up came again. 4th time this week thanks to me and what's the best part? It's only Wednesday.

I mean, what is the use right? Break up patching back break up patching back... the same old sentence. What's so hard to let go? What's so hard to push and continue this life?

The thing is, we're in the same group of friends which plain sucks because guys are forever guys. They help their own gender, point the finger towards the opposite sex together. Losing him is equal to losing my group of friends. Although the whole bunch is sort of related to me - brother sister hood.

Fuck, I really hate this shit.

Then after patching back... the same questions keep popping out. The one we always like to ask; do you still love me? Can you don't be like that anymore? See how you treating me now? Where is the love? Where is the bi? Why messages got no bi anymore?

It's really tiring answering the same questions what more there's so many test these days with a Penang trip that is organized to be done this weekend. Problems dealing with the hotel, stupid deposit, and now the whole class have to fork out cash to pay for it since Taylor's suddenly got so poor and can't pay us on time.

Stressing out soon.

For a moment I was pausing so badly I just feel like ending this deep feeling I have towards him and just let go this bunch of friends. Let him hate me all he want since anyway even if it's not my fault, it's still my fault. No difference.

Now that song is spinning around my head... I sort of knew this shit will come soon and I will be addicted to the song again like when I broke up with my ex boyfriend - Kenny Yew.

Akon ft Kat Deluna - Right Now Na Na Na.

Farhan burned his picture in front of me and there isn't any feeling when is was burning. I mean, what more can I feel? If I make a big fuss, shit will happen again. There goes the one and only picture.

I just have to be really honest... I am so exhausted I am actually waiting very patiently for a long holiday at Cameron Highlands next weekend.

This is how exhausted I looked. I don't even get like full 5 hours sleep a day... continuously.

I usually spend my time in college morning till afternoon, then spend time with baby at night till midnight and sleep for 2 - 3 hours or sometimes not at all just to study or finish up the assignments.

Whoa, I can really feel slight freedom now once Hindu Wedding assignment is done. No more dialing up 5 numbers and rush them to submit their part of assignment; no more check my gmail 24/7 nor replying messages or answering calls talking all night about the same old shit.

Now I just found out another shit. Adding up my emoness, I feel so loved now. No, serious, actually I feel so fucked up. I cannot believe what am I facing... every single fucking shit.

I really wish I could talk to my baby about this but he will just bring out attitude and we will just ended up fighting again. Oh well.

Time to private this blog, very soon.

Oh and yes, we didn't break up. We patched back... again.

I mean, I know this might not be a sweet post but everything is at least coming out from my heart.

You know how much I love you bibi and how much I cannot afford to lose you although the break up is always mentioned. I mean, I don't know what was I thinking.

I think we're getting marry soon because he propose to me yesterday which is damn funny because pork is mentioned. I like mentioning about pork to him so that I can see his emo face hehehe. For some reason, I miss the hyper me this morning. I think my classmates miss it too.

I am a happy kid. The pictures and blog will not disturb me or add up any emotion ;)

Pork is love

2010-03-03T10:50:00.009+08:00

I come to think that we're so different in every view especially when it comes to religion views and pork.

I love pork. I even got my favorite Bah Kut Teh store.... which is at ss14 and I call it Jay Chou Bah Kut Teh because Jay Chou ate there before. True story.

So bibi thinks that pork is dirty and smelly. I mean, how can I expect him to think that pork is wonderful and all since he's a Malay. I even cut down my pork habit because of him for almost two weeks ! But bibi never appreciate that ! He even wants me to stop eating pork wtf

So selfish right. :(

Then come to the reasons why I don't want to be a Malay with what bibi said in bracket.

1. I don't want long name... not longer than Agong but still.
(But you can be very stylo have two names. One Chinese name and one more Malay name then when people ask you can be very proud)

2. I don't want wear tudung.
(No need wear tudung one... my mom open minded)

3. I don't want to puasa for 1 month.
(Can ponteng one lahhh)

4. I cannot eat pork how?
(Pork very smelly and dirty)

Funniest message that I receive today from baby
- now you wanna angry at me because of pork.

l' imagination

I want another tattoo !

-

Some shit happened in class today thus spoil everyone's mood. You haven't see me laughing the whole morning yet right? Yeah I was smiling laughing jumping around making noise in college the whole morning until I enter Miss Madelyn's class which totally ruin my mood.

I don't even have the mood to give speech or joke about shopping or whatsoever.

From a bunch of happy kids...

To a bunch of sad pigs, ready to get slaughter.

It says, please don't kill me.... I am dirty and smelly :D

Why?!

Because Miss Madelyn want to fail the whole class sigh.

And we have to fork out almost three hundred ringgit to cover up cost and college will pay back after our internship. I think it is really unfair ! We didn't want to do tour willingly anyway. :(

Taylor's University College so rich but don't want give us our money ! I think they used it for the shopping mall wtf or they give our money to the Business student !

Wa, I damn hate those business students. They took our car park ! Now the parking is worse than before. Imagine only 500 bays with almost two thousands students. And they use our lift non stop !

I cannot imagine when Mass Comm students come.

Oh, I finished my group leader job like finally. For the Hindu Wedding assignment. It wasn't as awesome as I expected. The job sucks. And I think my group report turn out to be crap since Mr Nantha says 75% is copy paste job.

Sigh, I swear to God I never copy at all.

Oh well, guess I am going to fail my term4.

Amen.

P/s : I love pork

But I still love you lah baby !

A whole new world

2010-03-02T13:21:00.007+08:00

My awesome result for not knowing anything about Accounts.

In class when no one wanna camwhore with me *points at Joe !

This few weeks had been really stress with assignments when no one wanna cooperate with me; examinations with only few days notice; the incoming Penang trip which two seats is still available ! And also internship coming up very very very very very soon !

Sigh.

Thanks baby for accompanying me when I have to redo the whole assignment for a bastard in my class.

He's from Polytechnic University before this but switch to Taylor's for God knows why. Maybe because he was too lazy there and everyone hates him that's why he have to switch college.

Obviously he think apologizing to me is good enough to make me not slap him for giving me shit assignment - copy paste and point form. Maybe he just don't understand human language when I clearly said no point form and no copy paste. Some more dare to not reply my messages or answer my call.

What left now is presentation and two examinations tomorrow. These lecturers is really nonsense !

Yesterday Joe even have to fetch all of us to collect money and assignments everywhere ! Which is damn gay but cool in a way hahahaha. We're like Along but the good ones wtf

Joe's big head ignoring me. Hhehehee.

Time to study now. or should I do my presentation now?

Yer bi yerrr

2010-03-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

You're so good to me, baby baby baby.

I am having my menstrual and yes, imagine my mood. I am already very egoistic without menstrual and have mood swing all the time.

But baby is so patient to me !

This is just the beginning, we'll see more later.

Obviously it's a little weird being with him because he's wanted by everyone. So many girls text him, call him, just to get a little attention from him but without doing anything, I got myself in his heart so steadily.

We have our arguments but thanks to people around us and luckily we both know when to hug each other back and smile thus arguments became sweet memories and a well done lesson.

I still remember the day he confess to me. He started with a sentence saying he is very sad because he is breaking up with his girlfriend for a girl whom he realize he loves her a lot. After he confess to me, I sort of shouted at him; thinking he was joking or something you know.

And also because I don't trust relationship, what more love and also because I was already in a relationship.

We started seeing each other more often and whenever I am out with other people, he will be a little pissing and there's this urge in me telling me that I can't lose this friendship.

That's why I try so hard to love him until one day, I lied and ran away just to make him leave me and treat me back as a friend. But later on he started text me and all to ensure I am with good people. Although the sms was a little threatening but it makes me feel that he just want me to be safe all the time, not because of the freedom I want.

He's the one who can protect me and give me the love I want.

He tried so hard to make this friendship turns into a relationship and obviously right now, he made it. Of course I can't say that he's my first priority because family and friends is still my number 1. But I am also trying hard to make myself a little more serious towards this relationship.

Just by being together for such short period, I had been lying for more than 10 times. Maybe not that many but according to him it is more than 10 times wtf. And he never lie to me before except white lies lah but it's acceptable for me.

I admit I did say losing him isn't a big issue and ask for break up quite a number of times but I am just being honest. After losing my ex boyfriend, I really don't need a ring around my fourth finger.

So my baby boy, prove to me I am willing to sacrifices for you.

Bibi calling already! Need to go chillllll ;)

I love you bi !

Once upon a time.

2010-02-24T03:48:00.008+08:00

Never once I thought this will happen to my life but bi, I finally accepted you in my life. To be honest, there weren't any feeling at first except being angry because I really damn hate confession. It was so hard to accept but until that day when I ran away to G-Six and later on we fought, shouted, and everything you said after I tried to leave so badly, I have this strong feeling not wanting to hurt you anymore. I can't believe what I seen, how much you care and how much you want me or even how much you sacrifices.

Bi, you never give up on me for such long period so please don't give up on me now. Please don't push this strong feeling away because it took me so hard to accept it and I really love you.

I stopped lying to you so please don't lie to me because I know myself, I won't give second chance anymore but I will be very sad for losing you.

I can't give up entirely for you because I learned what's best for me and I hope you understand. I read your message over and over again and it was the sweetest thing you ever said ♥

Bi, please don't doubt all this anymore. I know you asked many people if I am playing only, we're in the same group of friends bi, how can you hide it from me that you're doubting so much; more than I ever expected. Please trust me bi. All I hope for now is your trust.

I asked if I can go Singapore for 6 months and unexpectedly you said yes and you're so proud of me, but I choose not to go because of what you said. I can't bear to leave you here. I'll be dying of missing you, too.

Bi, I love you ♥

Give me a chance to erase all this doubtfulness in you.

2010-02-23T01:38:00.002+08:00

Accounts test today ;O

It was awesome because I did every single question and finish up everything. Took me almost an hour because I was cracking my head until some one shifted her place and block the lecturer from looking at me.

There's a freaking lizard in my room ceiling. I saw when I came back from movies with Hoeyen, Yong Sern, Shaun, Park Leng and Jun Hin. So I think I am sleeping downstairs tonight ;p

Anyway things isn't going well between bi and I. We're not even official... at least for me.

We argue a lot because of trust. He don't trust me. Sigh. I mean I know I lied and all but we're not together you know.

Does anyone get me? Sigh.

It's quite disappointing lah all this is going on.

Further more I was planning to follow Joe, Eda and the rest to Kedah this weekend but bi don't allow me to go now. Sigh.

Sigh sigh sigh.

This is the first time he didn't text me straight after he send me home. Sigh it's okay lah. Wasn't expecting much anyway.

Off to remove my contact lens and sleep downstairs... at the freaking sofa T____T

2010-02-22T20:10:00.002+08:00

Talk cock sing song number 1; fucking uneducated bitch.

Who am I saying?

Some old bitch. Maybe she should go cry to her mom non stop.

Fucking bitch.

Fucking angry.

Fucking hate her by the way.

WHY THE FUCK AM I EVEN RELATED TO HER.

2010-02-22T02:20:00.003+08:00

Exam is in approximately 6 hours and I can't find my notes and my spec.

I wonder if I left my spec at grandma's house wtf.

So many things to do but went out to see bibi !

Chinese New Year is ending soon ! Actually I'm quite upset is getting over soon since I am back for few days already but still haven't play mahjong yet ! Just stupid poker... to be honest I never play poker also. I just play for bi.

Off to study now...

What is case study? Luckily Miss Diana is good enough to give tips non stop.
Her tips turn out to be answers and questions wtf

Maybe I should go find my spec first... I can't possibly wear contact lens at 6am when my eyes is tired, right? It will only make me more sleepy like what happened today in car license thing.

Good luck to everyone who is sitting for test tomorrow, both paper, accounts and marketing.

P/s : I hate accounts lecturer. She's boss lah queen lah I turun pangkat wtf

Personal life

2010-02-21T04:19:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon.

I had a nightmare yesterday. I dreamed that I was at Asia Cafe with everyone when I got a little piss and suggested to go play pool with Jiun Wei and Astin. Then half way playing pool, went off to Bangsar since bi never text me.

Once I get in the car, Jiun Wei called and say bi is looking for me. I end the call immediately because I was thinking what to do. Switch on my phone in awhile and bi was already calling... switch it off back again.

I don't know how many times I want to torture my phone but it wasn't fun at all.

I ended up at G-Six, a club I didn't even know existed. While waiting for table... since it's already 1am and it was damn pack, I switch on my phone and bi texted me 4 smses scolding me... calling me stupid and wanna slap me if he ever see me again.

Does that mean it's over?

No.

I started calling Astin ensure he is alright when Astin told me he is at Asia Cafe alone because he say...

"what if later she come back and cannot find us?"

To be honest, I am quite touched.

Called Focker immediately and ask him to update me about bi. When everything was alright... I started drinking and Astin texted me again. She sort of betray me but I understand she just want both of us to be alright.

I started arguing with bi a little and the result wasn't good :(

My phone went outta battery so I use my friend's phone to text Astin if I need to go over Edwin's house to find bi later... since he don't wanna see me anymore.

Around 3am, rush back to Edwin's house.

Everyone was staring at me and NJ kor was sort of scolding me a little, sigh. He say it's damn obvious I drank alcohol and went club. And I said, yeah I know I am so dead.

Then I went upstairs to find bi and he was just laying there... ignoring me. Which really hurts me a lot and for my ego, I shouted instead of apologizing.

We ended up bad... real bad.

I went downstairs to calm myself down before I go up again to lower my ego and apologize... but he didn't bother until he suddenly said..

"no wonder Kenny leave you, because if your attitude and ego."

I turn back and say thanks for saying that then I started sobbing.

He knew his wrong by then I guess because he hug me and ask me to look at him but I didn't want to and when Raine came, I went off with her.

While waiting for her in the car, she went up to get my bag down and bi followed her. I quickly lock my side door and ask Raine to just drive off... but she don't want to T.T instead, she whine down the window and when I whine up again, bi was already putting his hand inside.

Till now I still don't know if his hand hurts.

I went out the car and ask him what he want but he just kept quiet so what can I do? Just go off lahhh.

Reached home, charge my phone, wash my face and bi texted me. He wanted to come pick me straight, he wants to talk.

But seriously I was too upset to even face him already. And I said it's over all the way and wanted to be just friends. Yet he was holding back all the way.

Sigh.

Things aren't right till now. And he disappoint me this afternoon again by the way.

This nightmare is too hard for me to accept.

Bi, I love you, but if this is continuing, how?

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-18T10:04:00.005+08:00

So obviously tomorrow is Friday and it's the 19th... and I am suppose to collect all the assignment from my group members. Can you believe I am the group leader for Hindu assignment wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf damn unbelievable right wtf wtf

There's like something weird among all my blood related cousins.

I think in the past... my family is psychos wtf.

My youngest cousin sister... when she was young, she likes cockroaches and her hobby is find one, catch one, and chase all of us with it.

And this cousin above hates fire crackers. He will close his ear for more than few hours every time he hears one. Which I find it very disturbing.

And this is me when I am young. At least I think that's me because obviously my picture would be framed duhhhhhh. No matter how they keep on nagging me non stop, every freaking year... I am the eldest girl in the family ! But I don't see the importance lah compare to my elder brother.

WTF

Maybe I was just born to be my cousin's wife in future wtf

Have you ever heard of Satu Malaysia? The theme for Malaysia this year.

My mom's side is like... Satu Asia.

I got Cambodian cousin in law, Malay aunty and Thailand aunty.

-___________-

I'm really going back to sleep now. Did I mentioned I was suppose to watch Valentine's Day yesterday but ended up yum cha at Warung Melayu then head to Taipan to see people play pool then headed to Maison?

I wanna watch Valentine's Day so badly I don't think anyone ever understand -____-

Happy Chinese New Year everyone.
It's gonna be a great year for goats ! ;p

2010-02-13T16:44:00.003+08:00

I just touch down Johor for two hours and I already damn fucking unhappy with a lot of things!

1. my dad gave angpao to all my cousins today

he give each 100 ringgit like print money

2. I'm at fucking Starbucks now

I cannot enter facebook.com

3. I meet my third aunt today

she never give me angpao
she say I study or don't study also no use and ask me not to further my studies to France

4. The fan spoiled

No air cond as well

5. I arguing with baby

he fucking stupid

6. My sisters damn annoying

my cousins too

7. I hate kids

There's two at home
plus my cousin's child... three of them

8. Everyone here speak Chinese

My Chinese is campur rojak one and they don't fucking understand me

9. I terspeak Malay

Got diu

Fucking racist wehhh

I so unhappy :(

Crashed

2010-02-12T18:06:00.003+08:00

Hi world. My heart is crashed into millions again and this time, I was the one crashing it myself.

I don't think anyone could understand how I really felt and what's going on but I can just say... it's because I cheated on him.

We both was wrong, it wasn't the other two of them.

Sigh.

Sorry isn't enough anymore.

I don't want my heart to crash again thus I don't want to put effort in getting either one of you back.

Valentines day is this Sunday... we shall see but I don't expect anything since I'm far away at Johor. Maybe a Love Story?

Sigh.

Did I mention I was at Maison yesterday? Yeah.

Goodbye my lover

2010-02-11T14:36:00.004+08:00

I'm not happy today.

The relationship ended this morning because I was staring at the laptop after few hundred calls from few hundred people (not that many use common sense) and I got so piss I throw my phone into the drawer and stare at my laptop with my facebook page open right in front of me.

So then I got no idea wtf strike my mind and I wrote in facebook...

'I don't want this relationship anymore. I wanna stay single again. Another five years is not a big problem for me. I find myself still loving my ex boyfriend. He's the best among all the guys.'

I don't even know why the fuck I must bring out my ex boyfriend.

Scandal, cheat, lies - Me.

And he trusted me all this while.

If only I have the chance to apologize and explain. If only I wasn't throwing tantrums this morning. If only class wasn't cancel. If only part of my feelings did not flew to someone else. If only...

We laid back in that car and talked about how she said this and he said that, all about us. All I could think about was how much sense it really made and how much sense it made when you said it out loud. You said friends and more were practically the same thing but I could hear the rhyme behind your words preaching you only meant that for us. Maybe what they’ve always said is true.

P/s : I learned my lesson by posting about my relationship in public.

It ends here.

Crazy little ones

2010-02-10T01:17:00.002+08:00

My class is at 8am and the chances of failing my History test is so high I don't even want to go college tomorrow but another thing that matters is the booth we're setting up for our Penang sales package outside cafeteria and Crispy Popiah.

Sometime being a senior sucks because we have to explain to the juniors what is all this about and they will end up not going the tour and it pisses me off.

I'm hungry.

I went for a session with my twins earlier and it was great seeing her. My mind was going through Australia everytime I talk to her, thinking she's leaving next year makes me a little upset. The worse thing is that she's not coming back (according to her) sigh.

I'm going France for my degree but my french still sucks as if I never enter the class before.

It's already almost 1:30am now and a lot of things is going through my mind. I can't really think properly now. I'm ignoring calls since... this afternoon. Leaving my Digi phone vibrating there non stop. Lucky thing I have my Maxis phone with me ;)

I think it's time to leave this relationship. It's pointless. Feelings fade every time after an argument. It doesn't seem to come back and missing you is just two words I always use in life... to friends, parents, family. It's not more something I rarely say.

I'm more to my studies and network. Am still thinking where to go for my internship but shit happened earlier. Shit I doesn't want happened. Singapore is the best choice for me and I know that.

But what if I won't come back anymore? Will you miss me the way you misses me every single day? You make me stunned for more than a minute.

I'm wearing red tomorrow. I need more sales for my Penang trip! The best thing is I'm doing transportation, does that mean I can settle the room lists too? :p

I'm not feeling that good by the way. He's driving me crazy.

Everything about us had an innocence,

2010-02-08T21:47:00.003+08:00

There's this dude who doesn't have any friend in class (college to be precise) and no one likes him and he always ended up without anyone for group stuff you see.

Yes there is someone like that who really exist. I mean there's probably 20 students in a class, how can you not find someone right?

(I tried googling 'alone' photos but it's too scary to enlarge it)

So one of my friend, poor him, he always have to sacrifices because he's too kind. He's really kind you know and he never get mad over anything unless it's overboard like me, he get mad at me more than... probably more than 5 times? And usually he try patching things up the next day because he love me too much and I know that ;)

When I was with him, one period, he was just sleeping and suddenly has to wake up (and I got woken up too wtf) just to attend something he doesn't like because of that dude.

Obviously he did bullshit about me when I was with that dude one period. I know about it since long ago, duh. I think I am closer to the rest than he does.

That particular group probably reads my blog so before any hard feeling or arguments occur again... siape yg mkn chili, siape yg rase pedas. Tau? ;)

Sigh, anyway I am searching for some books around Sunway College, Inti College and my own college - Taylor's college; about Hinduism marriage and I found one by searching through online. But the book only available at Taylor's Subang which is damn stupid.

Still 0 sales for my Penang trip. Whats up with people clicking attending but not calling to book seats. I am so sad about the respond yo.

RM69.90

I want!

I stop reading novels for almost a year ever since I lost my fate in relationship. It's like, so what if I read it, it's never gonna happen. It's never a fairytale for me. It's never gonna work out.

(I realize I lost lots of novels, whoever borrow it please return me!)

So today when I was browsing through every single online bookstore and every single library... Sunway Library, Inti Library, Taylor's Library, KDU Library and even Apiit Library. Desperately searching for any book that is related to Hindu marriage when I saw Cecelia Ahern new book - The Book for Tomorrow and The Gift.

Wtf were I thinking.

I don't even know wtf were I thinking when I choose this topic for myself. For your information, I am the group leader. I can possibly choose the easiest topic - The Props, but I chosen customs.

No offense but people who knows me know that I am quite racist towards Indian. I dislike them, despise them. But not all. Only certain ones. I like my lecturer - Mr Nantha thou. He chew gums with us at the staircase every Wednesday and Thursday.

Anyway I feel so pressurize (again wtf) because examinations is like everyday. The lecturers take it as settling everything before Chinese New Year. I don't think this Chinese New Year is a good Chinese New Year for me... need to study lots and I doubt I will not throw tantrums since my cousins are like... sigh.

I don't even feel like going back Johor for one whole week doing nothing with no internet! I don't know wtf my dad is thinking bringing the whole family back when my sisters have exam right after Chinese New Year and I have exams every fucking day after Chinese New Year along with assignments incomplete and I need the fucking internet to finish up my assignment. And the worse thing is, my exam is right after Chinese New Year, Monday... two fucking examination.

40% and 15% - Marketing and Accounts.

Hahaha, good, my weakest subjects.

I fucking hate art class. I think physic and chemistry is even easier than this stupid shit subjects. Fucking arts.

And the fucking Malaysian Studies. Till today I don't know wtf to paint for my fucking mask since according to everyone, need to be Malaysia-ish mask -____________-

I was thinking of painting a fucking tree on the right and a fucking sky on the left and ta dah! But remembering it is 40%... how can? And need to write one fucking report some more.

ALL FUCKING ASSIGNMENT DUE MARCH.

Worse thing is, zero sales for my class Penang trip. How? Everyone fork out 200 - 300 ringgit to cover the debt lah what else. And fail our assignment together and die wtf

And it's not like he's making any better by forcing me to stay in Kuala Lumpur for my next internship when I have the chance to go Singapore/Maldives/Thailand for 6 months! He thinks that Maldives is too far for me. Stupid nonsense. Then what's with 'You're in Tourism you must love to travel' when I was fucking force to go China?

And you want to know what about China? I never like it. My whole week there is fucked up and I fucking hate that vacation. To me, it's a fucking torture there. Even if we're staying in some glamorous hotel, luxurious tour... I don't give a shit man. China is still China. China won't change for luxurious. China is still historical; it will never ever become an entertainment.

I think it's also the reason why I hate Chinese New Year.

Stupid noisy Chinese fire thing. -____________-

And the best thing is, they like to light it in the middle of the night / early in the morning (7am) with the dong dong qiang qiang thingy! Wtf as if people don't need to sleep.

Fuck my life lah. I fucking hate going back hometown. Especially when I am already fucking busy and occupied.

If I continue type I will blurb everything out in no time.

Fuck this shit.

Good night.

Blackberry Storm TWOOOOOOOOOOO!

2010-02-08T13:34:00.007+08:00

Blackberry Storm ftw!

LG Chocolate BL40 also okay. I want both so I can have Celcom and Maxis under my hand and controls them. Bill also very high right but who cares! I'm not the one paying them and furthermore... by using Celcom Blackberry...

YOUR BILL WILL NOT BE THAT HIGH ANYMORE.

Bill less than 200 ringgit per month = happy Grace = friendly Grace = happy environment wtf

Why I must own Blackberry Storm?

Because... it's so thin thin thin! Just like LG Chocolate BL40! That's why I want.

Thin or not you tell me?

It motivates me to go for jogging, yay!

I'm so used in using touch phone... I can't probably change my phone to some keypad thing just like that.

Good thing Blackberry finally has touch screen phone and it looks awesome. ;p

I like wide and long items!

I just realize something...

Candy bars!

Blackberry Storm also looks like candy bar!

If I ever ever own this phone, I will never drool in class anymore thinking about candies... because I can look at Blackberry Storm and be happy as if it is candy bar! *m&m's yummmmy!

FURTHERMORE,

Celcom has the best plan ever. Not the cheapest. The cheapest is still Digi but I don't like Digi because they always follow me around. I hate yellow anyway, pfft.

Too bad I missed the launch! Now I can't buy Blackberry Storm for 50% and I'm so sad.
(Anyway also no money to buy so no difference wtf)

So I wish Celcom is kind enough to give me one so I can online 24/7 and then won't fall asleep in class anymore. T_____________T and I need a little motivation for jogging, maybe?

But I doubt I will win lah cause everyone out there has better points than me. :(:(:(

You want Blackberry Storm, too? Now you can stand a chance to win this awesomely cute phone by just blogging about it!

After that, send your permalink to celcombbstorm2@nuffnang.com with your full name and you might just win a brand new Blackberry Storm !

FROM CELCOM WTF WHY CELCOM SUDDENLY SO KIND RIGHT?
(because they think I cute hehehe)

More information? Nuffnang.

meaningless

2010-02-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

Today,

I feel so meaningless.

Penang Trip

2010-02-06T15:42:00.003+08:00

2 days 1 night tour to - A Journey into the Pearl of the Orient.

Only 199 ringgit including breakfast, activities, and bbq dinner by the beach! Plus there's a mystery gift to be won!

Where are we staying?

Flamingo by the Beach. A totally new hotel and it's really pretty, too. Don't believe my pictures? Google it yourself!

Totally worth every single cent ;)

Furthermore, are you forgetting Valentines Day falls on the 1st day of Chinese New Year this year? Bring your partner along to this wonderful belated Valentines Day at Penang ;)

Contact us for more information!

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0176218140 - Yasir
013338322 - Fida
0123903910 - Joe
0123057291 - Grace

Or email us at:

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I need more time

2010-02-05T06:20:00.003+08:00

I was considering something for almost the past few days. Like whenever I thought of it, things are going through my mind... questions, wonders, people etc.

My second internship is coming up and I always wanted to get out from this country for my internship. Who would ever expect it's only 8 weeks long? Like the time I was in Kuala Lumpur for almost 12 weeks? I didn't even have the chance to mix with my Subang friends anymore since most of the time were spent in Kuala Lumpur. It was really tough and tiring.

Singapore was the best choice before career centre told me that, urm, I can't choose Singapore because no company will accept me. Except my relatives obviously but dad think that it's not very good to use connection or network in jobs and internships.

Maldives was the next choice but Maldives is far. I don't know where is Maldives. It's actually known as the smallest country in South East Asia and the flight to Maldives takes around 5 freaking long hours. To Japan is only 7 hours including transit.

I actually can see how far is Maldives from the period of time I am stuck in the plan.

And there's no flight to Maldives through Air Asia... and even Malaysia Airlines, it's limited. Means, it's not like there's flight everyday. What if I had problems at Maldives and I wants to go home? No flight... what should I do?

That's already 1 question.

What if I miss my friends at Subang? I can't possibly get them via facebook, email, messenger... in short, Internet. And the phone bill is freaking high.

What if before internship I am into a relationship? And I regretted choosing international as my internship? Like when I was form4, I made a stupid decision to go Japan. Anyway I did enjoy in Japan... all the time with Edward (not Edward See), May May, Esther.... my big stitch from Edward. It was a Christmas present but I twisted the whole story in blog anyway.

There's a lot of things. I don't know. Anyway it's almost 6:30am, I need to change and get to college. Three classes only today and I will be meeting Edwin and Jiun Wei after my classes.

I only see them on the weekend and it's already good enough.

Whoever laugh at my pimple will die badly !

Time! I need more time!

P/s : I am going for my Undang this Saturday... the third time teehee wtf don't laugh -________- wtf highlight if you want to read but cannot laugh

Nags

2010-02-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?

DADDY BOUGHT ME A NEW PHONE?

BLACKBERRY (WHATEVER MODEL THEY HAVE)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I can facebook with my blackberry 24/7!!!!!!

SO HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

And what more can I do with BlackBerry?

I can bbm with my lecturer all day long! Or Hoeyen wtf

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

The best part is that whatever picture I took, I can never ever bluetooth to Nokia, Iphone etc because BlackBerry is too coooool!!!

Nah, I'm just joking. I don't own Blackberry and I don't like Blackberry.

No offence.

Still a Nokia Maxis supporter.

-

Now I'm in a bad mood.

I don't fucking understand why everyone likes to fucking pressurize me when I'm fucking sick. Can't they fucking hear me coughing my lungs out or sneezing the dust away from the table (dust - table - wtf)?

And fucking didn't tell me what to fucking do for my part of presentation and ask me to send it to her.

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?

The another thing is that first I was assign to do this part called 'limited resources' and now my part of 'limited resources' is not my part anymore without me knowing a single shit about it (triple highlight) when I am fucking done with it...

NICELY.

I think it's very pretty.

Yes now they text me and ask me do something to do with scarcity (since she's typing in some typical Malays sms). Any idea what the fucking hell is that? Good now I have to study my notes all over again.

Whoever invented economy is fucking gay... alright? ;)

About the typical Malays sms... I'm not being fucking racist here or whatever but may I know...

May I know who the fuck understands short form Bahasa besides Malays? Or typical Chinese-Malay.

Because I don't. Actually I do but it took me quite some time to interpret everything. And I usually get little piss when people type short form English to me because it's so stupid. (Hoeyen and Shinji is excusable because she's using Iphone and I understand them)

Short form English is something like this...

'Bcz I lk larrr' - Because I like la

-_____________-

Yes I have encounter that before.

OR THIS ONE!

'AiYoH'

It is still happening and this time, it's happening in Facebook! Sigh it's turning to another Friendster with the account number 1 2 3 4 5 6 etc thing.

Haih I don't know lah I just feel damn pressurize and I just want to sleep since my class is 8 in the morning tomorrow. Oh wait, which day is that that my class is not at 8 in the morning?

NONE.

Well done.

Then, when I fucking busy doing my presentation; smsing with fatty baby; msing with my best friend; answering calls for god knows what the fuck they blabbing; telling my mom millions time that I did not take her pirated Avatar DVD and wanting to pee so badly.

At least I think that's all I was doing just now.

And this few people in my msn whom I don't know who the fuck are they (yes they're in my msn list) asked me stupid question like:

"Heyy, why that day I go Lakeside campus right, only got those formal attire students? Only Hospitality moved there? Others haven't right?"

WHAT THE FUCK.

If you been to the Lakeside, you surely seen the fucking under construction building (the hostel and shopping mall) and the construction workers walking in and out like their grandfather college like that then you should know the college is not complete right!

And tell me what is the main course in Lakeside? When I say course I mean the courses you study, not food course okay!

School of Hospitality, Tourism and Culinary!

So obviously we're the main ones who move in lah!

Some more these law, engineering etc students want to dine in our Hospitality and Culinary practical restaurants making the students so 'xin ku' now. Last time only need to serve 200 seats but now have to serve more than 500 seats.

-quote from Mr Adrian Yao

-________________-

You only will miss someone when they're gone; same goes to the building.
-quote from Mr Nantha

There's tons of things I'm complaining but I removed most of it as it's offensive and racism, political as well.

Lastly!

I am freaking sick and my dad thinks that I 'ponteng' class wtf I cannot believe he said that! If he's ever, ever, a lecturer in any college... I bless his students with lots of flowers and chocolates and leaves. He will never ever trust or sign any MC!

I'm so piss now I can barely breath.

Drafted 7:49pm and look at the time now.

TEEHEE MY MOOD IS BACK.

Wherever you go

2010-02-02T21:01:00.004+08:00

Bonsoir! J'aime le francais, non?

Sick day one.

If you follow my twitter, you should know I'm actually sick and I think the cause is because I swim under the rain. I didn't want to swim under rain actually... I was sort of forced or should I say someone threw me inside the pool.

Anyway being sick is not fun at all because you will be thinking what if you're actually very sick and going to die or something like that. In short, h1n1. At least that's what I've been thinking the whole day.

I actually woke up at 9am and was even planning to attend second class and third class but when I stood up, I felt like I am going to faint or die or whatever that feeling, do you get me?

So the very sick me... went for manicure and pedicure today with Aunty Esther and Hoeyen.

Serene Nails Studio
19-1, Jalan USJ 10/1G
Taipan Trinagle
47620 Subang Jaya

For booking... 012-316 3882

This is how sick I looked but Yen thinks that I look perfectly healthy wtf

Well can't blame her... she's always blur.

This is Yen's nail after Manicure. I don't think it's see-able.

but it's pink and white! Nice!

I think they did a great job because I always think that my feet sucks.

LOOK! Medicine!

Let's see what's inside wtf

PINK SWEETS!

Also the reason why I didn't swallow it at first thinking it was actually sweet wtf

(Nurse might put wrong medicine okay!)

Sick people's table wtf

The shoe box is to store all the unwanted name cards but who knows useful in future. Yes the amount of name cards I have is like... hundreds.

The light green one is all the notes I photostatted for my classmates T.T I'm working part time in class and my job is photostatting without earning wtf

My left hand and my feet! Very pretty :D

So then my right hand jealous cause cannot take picture wtf so left hand help right hand to take a picture with feet -___________-

I feel like buying more le blouson! (Actually it's because that's the only object I know in French ahahahah it means jacket by the way.)

Do you know every object has a gender? That's why jacket is a guy because I used 'le'. For female singular, it's suppose to be 'la'. Very complicated, right? I'm having my French class tomorrow and I haven't even started my homework. Oh well, Mr Joshua won't punish me I guess :p

I'm still coughing badly...

Serene Nails Studio
19-1, Jalan USJ 10/1G
Taipan Trinagle
47620 Subang Jaya

For booking... 012-316 3882

Don't forget to drop by!

For first trial it's only RM70 for French Manicure and French Pedicure!

There's also body massage and basically a lot of things there! Contact Serene for more information :p

beauty is on the sweetest display.

2010-01-31T21:45:00.003+08:00

Hello. I just spend my another weekend with my brothers.

French is not fun anymore ever since Mr Joshua told us that every object has a gender. What nonsense! French is like so hard and lame I wish I could drop this subject. Some more he gave us homework even though I said:

"It's weekend yooooooo!"

Anyway he stunned for awhile when I said that. I am becoming a nigga wtf I really have to saying whats up and yo yo although I love to play yo-yo when I am young.

Have I ever told you about my first yo-yo story?

This one is around 20 ringgit last time.

This one got effect one (light blink blink) around 60 ringgit.

When I was young... my brother has allowance but not me because I am not independent yet so he always save up his cash and buy digimon, Pokemon cards and yo-yo. So one day when we were having dinner at ss19, some restaurant, my brother show me his newly bought yo-yo and he say I am not allowed to play wtf

Of course I will be damn angry right!

So I cried -__________- and dad bought me a yo-yo!

But I got bored after few hours because I have to keep rolling the string back to it's position. Troublesome stupid game. Whoever invented yo-yo is not smart (in a way I meant stupid wtf)

Same thing happen to the Digimon toy wtf yes I was a fan of Digimon and Pokemon but I only know Pikachu. I used to have a Pikachu in my room but it's no where to be found for almost 10 years wtf

Note: It's been awhile since I last use the word whatever and I'm using it too much this three days. Hmmmmm.

Tumblr

2010-01-30T14:04:00.003+08:00

I just started this Tumblr thing. I think it's really cute.

Obviously I got no idea how do I actually operate this website but as long as I could post something, it's totally fine with me.

There's really awesome houses photos in the websites and I finally found my dream home wtf

Awesome little spot to update a tiny bits of your love... or even your favourite quotes.

What link?

This link - click here or here ;D

❤

2010-01-29T20:15:00.002+08:00

Edited:

Fuck off from me. If she can text once like that, it means this is not the first time already.

One last chance? Obtain it yourself.

-

I can't be held responsible; this is all so new to me. Just when I think I'm invincible, you come and happen to me. I want to make sure everything is perfect for you. If you only knew, that's not like me to follow through. Maybe even give up all these dead-end dreams just to be with you. But you don't know that's nothing like me.

So give me time, again, like how it happen the very first time except that there’s third party who ruins it. Let us trust each other and ignore the rest out there who bullshit more than we do. And I might need longer time because I used to hate talking on the phone and I used to tell you I’m so sorry it’s my way. But when time together got longer… I tend to have more things to say to you; I even tend to accept you.

But you only just walked out the door.

Just because he bullshits about me in your face and you were so piss you didn’t even give me the chance to explain to you what it was about for almost nine months.

The next day the only thing I could hear about you is that the third party called and said they were sorry and they will explain to you about it. Note that there were three of them. But when they call you to explain, it was too late. You couldn’t care less anymore and you said to one of them who appear to be quite closed to you that your heart is already broken because there were actually lies before everything started.

I, myself, am occupying my time with bullshits yet complaining doesn’t have time for assignments so tell me, how can I held such big responsibility?

Maybe one day you will understand that I don’t want anything from you but to sweetly hold your hand. Till that day just please don’t be so down; don’t make frowns, you silly clown. Just come and pull a chair next to me. My feet are like as if it was buried in the sand and there’s a breeze. There’s a shadow, you can’t see my eyes, and the sea is just a wetter version of the skies.

People out there must be thinking, what's so hard to accept a simple relationship? If it’s not meant to be, just break and go.

To be really honest, it’s not easy for me at all because I’ve been all the way through up and downs that makes me have phobia towards all this.

Thou yesterday was my mistake for lying... but I didn't meant it and you knew it.

I hope you understand me more than I think. ❤

Why I like it longer

2010-01-25T17:14:00.003+08:00

Why I like it longer?

Why why why why why?

*no negative thinking no negative thinking no negative thinking continue to meditate

Aiyahh, cannot take it already! Must must must have long ruler, long pen, long lighter... long phone - LG Chocolate phone (BL40) !

Why long?

Because I always think that giraffe legs are pretty... unlike mine.

And why is their leg pretty?!

BECAUSE IT'S LONG! AND THIN *angry at self cause got fat leg wtf

That's why I need LG Chocolate phone to motivate myself to go for jogging.

What's this? Iphone 3g? Give you choose between Lg Chocolate and Iphone 3g, which one you want?

OF COURSE LG CHOCOLATE LAA.

Why arr?

Because Iphone is only... 115.5 mm. But, Lg Chocolate is 128mm!!

*look at Lg Chocolate and drools all over the table wtf

That's why everyone need Lg Chocolate! It's too seductive!

Because I used to have short hair so I ended up using poor little Nokia... fat phone.

And now that my hair is longer already,

I need Lg Chocolate to match my pretty long hair *flips!

If not later I cut my hair short again how?!

..

The new Lg Chocolate is approximately 4-inch widescreen. Suitable for people like me who hates to go for movies... so I can watch movies via chio 4-inch widescreen phones whenever I want.

I just found out that it's also scratch free! Especially for people with long nails like me... some more always waste money in manicure.

Some more if got cat fight, it can be my perfect shield! To prevent those girls finger nails from scratching me wtf

Some more it's so slim... now I can keep it inside my tight jeans and not losing any phone in clubs by holding it anymore. So far lost two phones because it can't fit inside my jeans pocket (DON'T LAUGH)

And since it's scratch free... no worries about squeezing it inside my pocket. Heheheh wtf

Now, instead of searching the email subject and open a new window to view contents which is so troublesome... you can now see the subjects and contents in just one view! Because LG Chocolate is so cool they have Dual Screen UI.

Just write a blog entry about “Why I like it longer” which is somewhat like what I’m doing now except everyone else is much more creative than me! So my point is... just write a post and you might be the winner of this very long phone.

Go to the Nuffnang blog post for more info.

Remember to attach the below image at the bottom of your post and send your link to whyilikeitlonger@nuffnang.com by 14th of February 2010.

(sorry my photo-shop skill very lousy)
Hmph, I always wanted an Lg phone *cries

Decisions

2010-01-22T10:07:00.002+08:00

I'm stuck in the library now... with my group mates, not doing assignment but doing own things like facebooking or watching some stuff online. No, they're not watching porn wtf

I printed all my notes already. Cost me around 10 ringgit (black and white). Why so expensive T_______T I thought student always have the benefits of, err, cheaper. Like when we go watch movie and we got like half price or something wtf. Maybe they should give us like 70% wtf I don't even remember the last time I went and watch a movie sighhh I'm so pathetic

(I wanna laugh when I use the word pathetic, reminds me of some so called Missy LV who claims she's Missy LV when she only owns like 1 LV and wanna brag about it sigh)

Michelle just texted me telling me her lecturer says her favourite color is purple *look at self and regret wearing purple today wtf

My class ended early anyway. Malaysian Studies. Sigh... I don't even know why am I learning that again. It's like totally back to high school. Where I have to swollow the same food everyday. I had roti canai for breakfast anyway and some bread. The tuna and egg bread cost me 4 bucks and it tasted weird.

They didn't even put the price tag there! Totally trying to con us you know.

And this is our awesome assignment where we have to decorate this mask.

HOW? WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Actually I got like ideas in mind but type write here later people in class copy my idea cause I am smart like that you know wtf

But I am rewarding whoever who can give me awesome idea or paint for me HAHHA. No, I'm serious. This is a job!

Another thing is that my class is organizing a trip either to Penang or Cherating. Which is better? I think Penang is better because my lecturer says that night time is free and easy where we can go see ah gua lerrr. They much more chio-er than KL one lor you know. But then Cherating got very nice beach wor! and the room only 100 ringgit per night... four stars some more.

I WANT BOTH CAN OR NOT!

If you're still confuse... I am in Diploma in Tourism Management in Taylor's Lakeside Campus. That explained why my life is so pathetic (laugh again wtf)

OK I'M DONE. NOW I NEED HELP IN TWO THINGS.

1. My mask assignment design
2. Penang or Cherating

Please help me please please *kowtow and die wtf

Random

2010-01-22T00:03:00.001+08:00

A simple day with...

Danial who died today.

Aziz.

Joe.

Focker, his girlfriend and Hadi.

And myself!

And to Ampang point just to relax ourselves.

The injury I got ):

1. College is not that fun anymore... I am stressing up and I can't tolerate it. Assignments are piling up and it's only the first week.

2. I am no more the ambassador for Ministry of Sound, Euphoria. Please stop asking me for guest list or reservation. There's no reason for it anyway.

3. I went Envie club instead during the Grand Launch of Liq at Euphoria. It wasn't as much as I expected but the companies I have when I was quite down was great enough.

4. Finally a night out with Abel, Kitmeng and Raine. Good to see them again.

5. I am unreasonable? One advice : gossip to the right one.

6. I hadn't been sleeping well for past three nights, it's my rest day.

7. Gossiping with Shinji and Hoeyen.

Fuck you

2010-01-21T02:37:00.004+08:00

I'm really disappointed.

For not being supportive and yet say loves me so much or the better ones, lying... fuck you.

God shit you for cocking me saying you're in Coco when the truth is at Ministry of Sound when I fucking quit my job there thanks to you all.

Yes, I am unemployed now, again.

I am not a fucking kid, Eklern.

And I am really angry (not you Eklern). Really really angry.

P/s : Luckily no picture of us found in laptop and I lazy plug in my hard disc.

Still fuck you.

Fuck class at 8am and it's 3am now.

Grand Launch of LiQ

2010-01-19T20:35:00.004+08:00

20th January 2010

The Grand Launch of Ministry of Sound
- Euphoria's All New Wednesday Night - LiQ!

and we are spicing things up for this event with a THEMED UNIFORM PARTY!

Dress up in any kind of uniform you like! Come party as a police, a nurse, a high school student, a pilot, or even as a jail prisoner or janitor if you want to!

Not only that, MOS will be welcoming you to this awesome event with free flow! Yes, you read that right, MOS is giving out free flow again! The best thing is free-flow will be available from 9.30 onwards till 11.00pm!

The excitement doesn't stop there...

Now that you know that it will be a uniform themed party, we are offering you some exciting privileges when you come dressed up with the theme:

-LADIES IN UNIFORM: Complimentary entry ALL NIGHT + SPECIAL GIFT
-GUYS IN UNIFORM: Complimentary entry ALL NIGHT
-FREE FLOW for ladies and guys in uniform until 11.00pm

Now for those who don’t come in uniform:

-LADIES: Complimentary entry ALL NIGHT+ 1 drink (before midnight)
-GUYS: RM40.00 for door charge (still applicable for free flow before 11.00pm)

So, have you decided what uniform you’d like to be in during the party? Go get it ready now for the party. Don’t stand out like a sore thumb without one because the party’s gonna be awesome when we party like professionals in uniform, just like another Halloween!

That’s not all. There will be more surprises in store and YOU have to come check it out and be part of The Grand Launch of LiQ! Uniform Party!

Let's get CRAZY & PARTAYY!!

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-- Happy Hour All Night --
RM280++ (RM320 nett) for 1 bottle of the choices below:-
- Chivas Regal 12 years
- Absolut Blue Vodka
- Beefeater Gin
- Havana Tequila
* Admits 8 pax

1 x Jug of Carlsberg @ RM 45 nett
2 x Jug of Carlsberg @ RM 80 nett

Event page :- click here

To RSVP, call/sms us now! - 016-2638767 (Jacky) / 0123057291 (Grace)

Where is Ministry of Sound, Euphoria?

It's located at Sunway, right next to the hotel!

All you wanted is to be wanted.

2010-01-18T15:51:00.006+08:00

My first day of college...

Ah, unexpected, tiring and it's great to see all my old Subang friends back since I had been away from Subang quite some time.

Had my first assessment for cost accounting, it wasn't as hard as I expected.

Lakeside Campus is not as fun as I expected, too. It was so hot as if the air condition is never gonna function... the steps to everywhere is like so far. I almost walk to the petrol station just to get chewing gums because there's no 7eleven or any convenient store around the campus.

I had almost three hours break time and I don't even know what to do. And the last class, I went to the wrong class along with my classmates, thanks to the timetable and end up, we only attended 5 minutes class wtf

The food court is from KLCC but also kind of disappointed. There's only chicken rice, mixed rice and wan tan mee with no wan tan wtf

Chewing gum is not allowed in campus and I see everyone struggling so hard because the step to the entrance of the college is so far and weather was horrible. Imagine if it was raining. I don't understand what the lake are for... like seriously. It's so dirty and smelly.

Everyone in college still looks the same, not much difference.

I still love Taylor’s although I complain so much since 8:30am. Taylor's is the reason why Hospitality and Tourism is so strong.

Agree?

..

Who miss kor kor?

I do.

(Picture taken during meeting because he jealous I never hold his photo and take photo wtf)

Jiun Wei . com

2010-01-17T22:37:00.004+08:00

This is Jiun Wei... he is my so called brother.

We fight every each day but it's fun because I like to see him piss off wtf

He think he very cute but actually he's not. The other day at Euphoria, I pointed a leng chai and he say he more leng chai. So perasan wtf

This is his girlfriend... she's always there for me :D

Compare to Jiun Wei, she care about me more lor!

This is Jiun Wei's close friends.

Nyun Jiang and Edwin. They are also my brothers but they treat me better! They are also as weird as Jiun Wei.

Overall.. Jiun Wei is an evil weirdo. He likes to scold me with vulgar... teach me vulgar. He is a bad influence!

P/s : My lunch time is 11:30 - 2pm! Don't forget!

Not the life I ever imagined.

2010-01-17T16:44:00.002+08:00

Lions Club YES Camp 2009 Post Mortem Meeting?

I call it the last gathering.

We had our almost two hours boring meeting... I never like meeting although I always had to. Furthermore before the last gathering, went for my club meeting and argued with Teck Yew because he's always late (sometimes don't turn up wtf)

Waited for almost two hours before we head to Steven's Corner for my dinner. Imagine how suffering it is T_________T

Photos:

Also, it was Steven's birthday! At Steven's Corner :D

Very happy people with Steven's birthday cake.

All the group facilitators ♥

-

Like finally...

Miss Tourism International Finals 2009

I don't even know I should be happy or sad to attend this event as it's kind of boring to me but only invited people can actually buy the freaking ticket and the ticket is so expensive it kills sometimes.

I even met the Euphoria manager at the entrance and he gave me a cock stare for some reason -__________-

Anywayyyyyyy, the whole time I was just talking to May May whom I last met at the airport and last really hang out was three years ago at Japan! Very sad, right?

Here's a photo of our Japan trip.

My favorite.

1st dish.

Then I very lazy to take picture of the following dishes already.

A picture of me :D

A picture of Uncle Danny and the misses.

May May!

My parents.

Very hao lian girl. Don't like her!

Angela Ching.

Here's a very cute picture of me before I end.

Is it really too late to...

2010-01-13T13:35:00.004+08:00

I went crazy on my dad today, also the proudest thing I ever confessed. Maybe it's because I got no choice since if I don't, I can never pay my college fees. It's a good thing dad only paid for 1 year to make me... start learning how to pay a sum of six thousand ringgit myself but yet I screw everything up in a blink of eyes.

How is dad going to send me to France for higher diploma like this when I can't even take care of the financial properly?

A bit by a bit and I spent few thousands on junk. I truly realize that I had been overspending and it’s really time for me to stop doing this. I don’t even have the appetite to munch as my stressfulness is elevating.

I had been repeating this mistake over and over again; thinking that dad is printing cash with the printer at home. Note that I only own one printer and there isn't any ink left wtf

So today when I went for my coffee session with my elder sister, Michelle, she was convincing me to confess to dad and I was shivering all the way while speaking on phone as this is the biggest mistake I ever done. I don’t even know how to explain everything. Next were mom and my elder brother.

My authority at home is ruined as well. No more princess Grace, no more being a spoiled brat. I wish my aunt was here to help me. When I recognize my mistake, the first person I thought of to save me from this disaster was aunt but also realizing that I had been badly behaved for the past year, I doubt she would lecture me, too. Since, she hadn’t finished lecturing about my tongue piercing. So I guess it’s better to get lectured from parents only and pause with it forever.

Sigh. Everything is doomed now.

I don't think I'm going to ever free myself from this grounding although no one mentioned about grounding me yet I think I had been spending too much time in shopping malls… shopping.

It's the least I can do to cover up my mistake, I suppose.

I want to work and pay back but what can I do? I always ended up arguing or fighting with my manager and then my boss or break something and get fired at the first day of job. At least I think so since I haven’t even started working anywhere yet other then Optical at Summit and doing my internship. Oh, also my Celcom promoter job! But I quitted after three days because it was under the sun.

Maybe I should be a waitress at Zan Mai (my favourite sushi shop) but then I am afraid of refilling teas to people like… me!

Or maybe I should work in some boutique… but I am also afraid I will end up fighting with customers. What if they not happy with me and started trying lots of clothes! Like what I did, too…

Everything reflects back to me. It’s so sad.

Why am I such a mean person!

I’m typing like as if dad just lost his job as a king and I, princess, have to get back to work wtf but I don't know anything wtf

SIGHHHH.

Please forgive me, daddy and mummy. :(

This mistake were even worse than the time I fight with my boss during internship.

Or running to Genting few times a week!

...

I wish I am still a kid.

Amen

2010-01-13T13:07:00.001+08:00

My life is officially ending here. I am doomed. What more starting my term four next week.

So bloody doomed I don't know what else to say about myself.

I think I am going to be grounded for the next few months and most probably have to quit my job as club ambassador for Euphoria.

Amen to myself, my mom just came home.

drafted post

2010-01-11T22:13:00.001+08:00

My cousins are really weird. They tend to stalk my life and is very curious of what am I doing at Selangor o________o the only cousin I am close with is Ken and suddenly the cousins I used to be close with started being nice to me. (I used to be the youngest and the precious one and everyone call me girl) okay lah maybe they still call me ah girl lah but then not the precious one anymore you know. As I grow bigger, things got different already.

The weirdest thing is that I didn't know they have names like Esther, Suki or whatever.

My grandma likes to compare our... capability of doing housework which I always lose. Maybe not only my grandma, a few of my aunts, too. Which is always sickening because I don't see the reason why this is comparable. They don't see why studies is a need for girls as long as she finds a good husband. In a way, I think they meant rich.

So since my cousin is so free to add me in facebook (I got no idea how she find me), I started stalking back their facebook. There's five facebook to stalk -________- very busy for a moment wtf. But then again, everything is in Chinese!

Walao wehhhhhh.

And at the age of 19 (shut up lah I nineteen already), I'm already an aunt for two little babies.

Make it three -__________-

And the stupidest thing is that I don't know when the third one was born and I don't even remember seeing this cousin of mine getting pregnant.

Now I don't even know if this baby is a boy or girl -____________-

Okay now even my cousin's boyfriends started adding me when I never talk to them before! T_________T

Shine with Taylors

2010-01-06T14:59:00.003+08:00

Moment while calling Taylor's about result.

I was sleeping peacefully when my phone rang non stop. Lots of unknown numbers so I ignored and went back to sleep until Jia Shin texted me. Anyway, saw Joe's msn, messages, miss calls, facebook and ignored again, went down and have my lunch and watch Huan Zhu Ge Ge. After that came back up and I ask Joe wass up then Joe ask me call Taylor's now.

I was so scare...

Was shivering while calling but aiyahhh, fail the fail lah. Anyway deferring to another batch is good. :p

So...

I called and when they say..

HOLD ON PLEASE.
it make me shiver more.

Now I can't wait to go back college and give everyone a big hug especially Azim and Yan because they didn't pass their architecture paper, hahahaha.

I gonna work hard for my term4, no more fooling around in case this kinda shit happen again. You can't believe how I spend my term3 time... sleeping in class. Or skipping 2/3 of the class wondering around college mamak with other friends.

This was my attendance.

That's why I was so damn happy when I pass.

I going to make sure I study extra harder for French, I wanna further my higher diploma at France!

Anyway Joe cried because he can't believe, too. We were planning to call and ask again. You know how many times I tried calling Taylor's just for my result? More than thirty and I think they already recognize my voice.

SHINE WITH TAYLORS!

Kill me please... all morning classes.

we could talk all day about your eccentricities.

2010-01-05T03:48:00.010+08:00

If you're looking for the truth, you have to shut up.

Most people I know fill their days with meaningless bullshit, small talk, and trivial diversions just to keep the noise in their own heads down.

Guess who :p

One community !

Again, with his name card.

I like this picture of you tho, Mr Steven!

Jason and his friend. Hmm.

And another one who had been smsing the whole time!

HOW CAN!

Jason : wtf I smile but you never smile!

Steven : AGAIN LORRRR *SMILE

I, too, felt ready to start life all over again. It was as if that great rush of anger had washed me clean, emptied me of hope, and, gazing up at the dark sky spangled with its signs and stars, for the first time, the first, I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe.

Every lucky man has a bad day and every pretty girl has a scar. After that train comes and takes me away, pick up that guitar and play my favorite song - Fireflies.

I hated labels anyway. People didn't fit in slots - prostitute, housewife, saint - like sorting the mail. We were so mutable, fluid with fear and desire, ideals and angles, changeable as water.

Missing.

2010-01-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

I put down my ego for the very first time and apologize to you. It works, you came back. And then I started depending on it too much and slowly, it doesn't work anymore...

I love you this much I just want to see you happy and I thank God everything went so well for you.

I pray for your health all the time because you're so weak yet you're surrounded by smokers everyday.

I secretly wishes you whenever its the sixteenth.

This was the week we struggled to let go of everything and we made it. No longer contacting and having our life of our own. Someday I will have my own life entirely, too. I am just waiting for the right companion.

I will always love you.

Since 2007, and it's been three years.

2010!

2010-01-03T04:33:00.002+08:00

The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye. It's never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It's like, hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn't feel complete. But I think that's what goodbyes are. They're incomplete and you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last. It's a part of life.

Anyway,

a big goodbye 2009 and hello 2010.

And this is what I say, goodbye forever, I will never return to that path anymore. And everyone wants to improve every year. For the best.

Every year I will give shit resolution I can never accomplish.

But this year is different... There's only one resolution for me and I know I can do it with everyone's support. It's not money nor love. It's happiness.

My New Year resolution,
be happy for the whole year. (:

I don't ask for more, just this.

Happy new year and... cheers! ♥

P/s : Can I have 1 more resolution? I want to make my eyes bigger. Yes, plastic surgery. And boob job. HAHAHA, now I got three resolutions! I need 20k for this two shit. Money please! That makes four resolutions!

Tuning into : Fireflies - Owl City

Yes everyone, it's indeed a nice song. Stop forcing me to listen already! Now it's my turn to force everyone to listen when everyone is already bored of it. Yadayadayada (:

Yes Camp 2009

2010-01-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

17th December - 20th December 2009.

Organized by Lions Club.

Not to say I was expecting even slight fun in this camp after visiting it four days before the actual camp. Because I freaking hate the freaking sun. I hate hot weather. I hate cold weather also aiyah whatever lah I just hate everything in the camp! I can't take boredom. I can't sit still. I need entertainment... all the time. What more, a National Service Camp. NO WIFI.

So how exactly did I survived in a camp like this?

I am freaking lucky I'm not attending it as a camper but as a facilitator or not I will confirm rather break a rules and make them send me back and get seven days seven nights lecture by my dad.

With 8 other facilitators I don't know at all and I don't even know if they know the real me other than I am Lion Kenny's daughter and I am Secretary of Leo Club of Damansara. And I hate sun. ):

But knowing them is a new path in building up my pathetic just revived Leo Club.

With all the other committees whom I though most of them are evil and fierce and who knows I might get scolding if I did anything wrong. Which I dislike. I never like getting scoldings. I mean, who does. Thus, I seldom get scoldings. Sometimes, not at all. D:

The first outdoor activity was this,

obstacle challenge.

Look at the freaking disgusting pond man ! How can someone survive after falling down into the pond?! This people actually... fell into the pond but got up and tried again!

wtf

This one seriously lame you know.

I swear to God I'm not the one who pick this activity. But then no one trust me and they put the blame on me ): never mind, next year I will pick those extra difficult one !

A little group photo.

The two hours climbing the freaking jungle under the rain.

I don't know if the weather is punishing me for hating stupid flowers and hot weather or anything that gotta do with whatever I dislike But I had a hard time climbing up the jungle and all I want is to stand there and wait for the helicopter to rescue me out when the people behind started shouting and demand me to walk faster wtf.

End up, I still manage to climb to the top of the hill with everyone's help !

I really rather just stand there ok!

Flying Fox.

It's definitely a great experience for everyone... especially guys.

Because they have to hide their little baby.

Having 6 meals a day but burning all the calories in just one activity. Worth it or not you tell me! But I never even slim down a bit lerrr. I quite sad you know.

This presentation makes me very sad you know. I said very clearly treasure hunt but why everyone end it like mind hunt one T___________T some more I gave clue already. Maybe I'm a failure wtf

Ah, everyone enjoyed this but not me. I don't know why ):

This people actually freaking hide under the bed and confess the next day not expecting to get any single punishment because it's already the freaking last day, how to send them back?! Memang have to send them back that afternoon what! So unfair right.

Now, I want to confess something, too.

I joined the committee because I want to torture the campers in camp that's why the sack, pyramid whatever games appeared. Yes, I am the one who choose it T___________T forgive me please please please. If not I double torture everyone next year wuwu

Pfft.

It is not the life I ever imagined I will be in it, ever, and that's why at the end of the day, it's so much fun for me.

Glad you guys enjoyed and hope to see you guys next year.

I feel like eating tong sui, maybe I should ask my ~~slaves~~ kor kors (brothers/abangs/) to find for me later in the morning when we're on the way to Kuala Lumpur if not I jump out from the car and die on spot then they feel guilty for the rest of their life.

Huhuuu I am a happy princess!

How to sleep without having nightmares or wake up in the middle of the night? In short, peacefully?

I hadn't been sleeping well ):

Beijing Tour

2010-01-01T13:45:00.003+08:00

22nd December - 29th December 2009.

Overall : not my type of dish.

I dislike Chinese food, not a big fan nor a fan. Having three meals a day of Chinese food almost kill me.

I hate cold weather. I can't even stand when the air condition is 21 Celsius, what more -21. But I also hate hot weather. Like Malaysia's 33 Celsius. At least it's better than -21, right right. *self comfort wtf

It's more to historical sides. Not side seeing. Yes, history. Chinese history. Not a fan.

Everything there is more expensive than Malaysia (unless you're saying imitation stuff).

No facebook. Not to say I am a facebook addict *coughs a little* but seven days without facebook kinda sucks.

Tiring. I end up at bed around 12am everyday and wake up at 6am.

China is still not developing. I'm saying this base on the oldest highway. The one to Tian Jin. Not that rich to sit Bullet Train there like the China Babi, Alvin Leow -_________- I was practically stuck in the jam for two hours. Not moving at all.

And I can't believe they have like only 1 child in a family and that's like the rules. I don't even want to have any child but, not the point. I hate kids. I mean my own kid in future. Changing diapers, feeding babies, leaving my career for them... no.

-

Day 1.

KLIA International Airport.

1st destination. Buy fan shu because too cold already. around -2 that time.

And I was wearing 1 wool long john only! Freaking cold I tell you. I can frozen there and die any time.

Fan shu fan shu eat more really become fan shu.

That's my tour :D

Yes, Carrie was there, too. She's from Subang Utama and currently... Utar.

Some temple.

Oh oh I remember already! The wong dai (king/emperor whatever lah) goes to this temple.

Walao wehhh, the steps is like cmi you know.

I think that's all for day 1 lah.. pictures all very cmi also.

-

Day 2.

Nehhh, Great Wall of China.

It's like super high up you know. And you know... I'm afraid of heights so yeah.

I came down right after 2nd station. Which is quite high for me already! I was holding the railing all the way down you know -________________- even the old man is stronger than me. Aiyah very shy lah, don't want say already.

2nd bloody station. Very strong already! *shows muscle

This was at some Guan Yin show thing!

BLOODY BORING!

I swear to God all eighteen of us was falling asleep D:

P/S: Actually I quite lost with the dates of the places because it's all the same you know! With the same roof, same door step, same entrance, same faces! Not like my face will change every single day.

SAME FREAKING COAT ALSO SO NO DIFFERENCE LERRRR.

I very poor I cannot afford to buy seven different coat for 7 days -_________- you think seven colours so romantic merrrrrrr. Or rainbow.

Some cold place wtf

AHHH, this one is the emperor's 1st wife sleeping place lah. She eat sleep and die here one. Play old time mahjong or spend her freaking time catching butterflies here also.

Cold until the lake become ice leh. You tell me cold or not!

The emperor's first wife punya house punya lake. I think she spend time kayaking here also, so cool. :D

The longest lorong wor -.-

See her house so big. Or is it called palace (?) aiyah don't care lah. Not like I got the chance to stay there also.

Got also don't want to stay lahh. Don't know how many people die there before you know.

Yeah yeah this one xmas eve.

Outside some shopping mall and I saw my wedding car. :D

Kacang lupakan kulit. Hahhahaa.

The feng shui shop lah -.-

Panda shitting.

--

I very lazy already. Want to continue sleep back. Woke up because I hardly breath wtf I'm not dying today right! *prays

Happy New Year everyone.
Last year was indeed a fucked up year. Ah, that's what I say when it reaches 2009. No wonder it sounded so familiar.

P/s : If I explain wrongly about any single destination hor, you tell me politely okay. Don't bloody kutuk me I tell you. I was trying to recall when I spend most of my time complaining cold or waiting for the 7th day to come. Duh

Just play that rock and roll for me,

2009-12-31T12:01:00.003+08:00

People I adore.

Why am I finding more and more pictures from the past that I had already deleted on February. Sighhhh. Stop coming back and haunt me, you bitch. Pfffffft!

My hand was holding tightly while his were letting go entirely. I should have known from the beginning that I was the only one putting effort into this relationship; struggling to make it better.

Because of all the loved ones, I will be stronger than who I was before.

Btw,

look what I found last night while waiting for the sleeping Hoeyen!

My Form3 pictures.

Wei Loon and I in Maple Story wtf

The hours I spent; the amount of cash spent; the arguments and fights we had by killing each other's monster or stealing maps. Pfft, lesson learned.

I don't even remember doing that, HAHAH.

In Langkawi when I was fifteen.

I can still remember that brown bag. *sniff

I seriously don't remember this but the photo quality not bad, hor? :D

And this is with my Apple puppy given by my ex at Genting D:

Growing up to be unbeaten. And fatter -.-

I am celebrating my New Year Eve in Sunway, Miss Tourism International Finals… pushing away all the club invites. May May will be there!

How about you?

No, I am not going under Nuffnang, I am going because my dad was invited by the organizer himself. Benefits of being a Lion.

P/s : Looking for a house at Subang/USJ/Bandar Sunway!